giving up sounds pretty damn good right now. I destroyed my relationship with my sister and she is a flake and a guilter, i have 2 problems her and cancer. I don't want to call anyone and the one person I did call didn't pick up his phone...Hows that for a giant kick in the gnads, when you're down already.
I can't find wicked cd for the broadway musical I have been to entertainmart, movie trading co., target (did not pick up the phone), called walmart, half price books and best buy all of them are out of this particular cd.
It seems like the end of the world nothing is going right and on top of that the radiology peopl don't give 2 shits as to whether I live or die I bet they wouldn't even miss me if I stopped going. I mean thay are just there to get a paycheck, pumping peopl full of radiation torture is simply a perk.
Oh yeah and I have to go to karen fink tomorrow. Oh Joy!!! I pissed her off and she told me not to call about every little thing well fine I won't call...ever.
I am sad and helpless because I cannot drive and I have a big hateful bug in my head that is fighting with me for this body.